"I am wasting my time trying to find an appropriate combatant I can fight at my fullest potential. Forcing me to use every trick up my Arsenal. It's not that I gain joy from being a masochist, it's the thrill, the feeling of adrenaline pumping in your brain as you fight for your life. [i]That,[/i] is what I fight for. I once was altruistic, I had stopped however, as it is useless."