"Damn you too, you old bastard, I do what helps me get through life. But you wouldn't understand that? you're just like the rest of them, pampered with your pretty little petty lives, taking for granted everything" he stood up, hands shaking, eyes going from a deep cobalt to a dark crimson "I can't take a single thing for granted. You hear me? so why don't you go before I mess that ugly face of yours up"