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originally posted in:The New Dojo
12/3/2016 2:53:40 AM
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[i]Chuck just takes another sip. His voice is sad, defeated, and quiet.[/i]
"I know, and I understand if you want to kill me again. I deserve it...."
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"Why would I?! I deserve it more than you do! I could've let you live!"
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[i]Chuck shakes his head.[/i] "I would've just hurt more people. I'm a monster and you're a hero for killing me."
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[b]She starts to cry a little more.[/b] "I'm no hero! I killed someone! You could've lived! And you're alright now, aren't you?! You're an alright person from what I've heard! I'm so sorry! Please forgive me!"
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[i]Chuck pushes her off.[/i] "The hell is wrong with you?! Don't you get it?! I'm the bad guy! I deserved to die and should be killed again!" [i]Chuck forms a pistol and tries to shove it in Frisky's hand.[/i] "Shoot me!"
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[b]She throws the gun to the side.[/b] "No! No! No, no, no, no, no, no! No Chuck!" [b]She tries to hug him again.[/b] "I won't shoot you! This you doesn't deserve it! That stuff wasn't you, I heard it from Grant, he heard it from Charlotte!"
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Edited by Stitch: 12/3/2016 3:09:04 AM[i]He pushes her away and puts a gun to his own head.[/i] "Damnit, yes I do! I tortured Pan multiple times! I killed billions of people before that even happened! I wiped out entire species of sentient life forms! I have r**ed and sexually assaulted so many defenseless girls! I don't deserve sh*t!"
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"Stop it! Stop it! If you pull that trigger you're proving nothing! If you feel bad about it, then do good stuff to show that you can get better!" [b]She again tries to hug him.[/b]
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[i]Chuck keeps Frisky away. He starts to cry and continues to hold the gun to his head.[/i] "Get away! There's no hope for me! I can't make up for what I've done!"
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"No! Stop! Don't kill yourself! Don't do it! Please!" [b]She begins to cry as well.[/b]
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[i]Chuck falls to his knees.[/i] "I can't live with this! How am I suppose to live with these memories?!"
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"I'll help you! Just, please, don't! Don't kill yourself! I'll help you through it!" [b]She tries to hug him again.[/b]
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[i]Chuck pulls the trigger, but the gun doesn't fire. He drops the gun and cries into his hands.[/i]
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[b]Frisky hugs him tightly, crying with him.[/b] "Let me help you! Please!"
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[i]He doesn't hug back or push away, but just cried heavily.[/i]
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[b]Frisky just sits there, holding him in her embrace.[/b]
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"....kill me....please...."
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"I'm not letting you throw your life away, Chuck. I won't kill you." [b]She gives him another soft squeeze.[/b]
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[i]He stops crying and doesn't move.[/i] "I don't want to live. If you can even call this living."
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[spoiler]This whole string of posts gave me a serious case of the feels.[/spoiler]
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[spoiler]yeah, pretty emotional stuff[/spoiler]
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"Chuck... There are people who care about you, you know that, right? I will not let you die. If not for you, for them."
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"My brother and sister would be better off without me and Iso still remembers what I did to her. She tries to hide her fear and hate towards me from torturing her mentally, physically...and sexually, but I know it's there. No one cares about me."
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"Chuck... You can make it up. I wish you would see that... Why can't you understand that?"
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"Because I can't. How do you make up for what I've done?"
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"You be a good person now that you actually can. It wasn't truly you. It was that one corporation. It wasn't you. Now that you are all the way there, you can make things up."
