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originally posted in:The New Dojo
11/16/2016 2:28:24 PM
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[i]Pan stops floating and starts to walk, holding her head in her hands. Steam started coming off her skin. Her voice was more serious.[/i]
"What's wrong with me...?"
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"You're tired because the real you came out for a second. The one that was before all what you are now. They only told me one thing. To make you stop using your powers. And something else, forget all I said about JT earlier. I was just really angry."
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[i]Pan seems confused.[/i] "This is the real me, father! What're you talkin' about? Don't use my powers?! Ha!"
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"No, who you were, before all that Chaos nonsense came out. They said to tell you to stop using your powers."
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[i]Pan's eye emitted a red mist as her right arm started to be surrounded by a red aura.[/i] "There's nothing wrong with my powers, father."
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"She said they were killing you."
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"No, they're f-" [i]Her arm catches on fire and immediatley stops. Burns are left on her arm. Pan starts to cry from the pain.[/i]
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"Jesus Christ!" [b]I run over, pulling some healing powder from my coat. I rub it into the wound.[/b] "See what I mean?!"
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[i]Pan protects her burnt right arm with her left.[/i] "Ow! It's fine! That had nothing to do with my powers!"
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"Then what was it?"
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[i]Pan gets frustrated.[/i] "Well!....umm.....I don't know, but I'm not gonna stop!"
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"You gotta! It's gonna kill you!"
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"I can't stop! What are you going to do to stop me, huh?!"
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"If I can't stop you... I'll find someone else to. I'm not having another daughter die on me."
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[i]Pan groans in pain as she gets off the bed.[/i] "Good luck with that! I'm going to go use as much power as I can!"
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"Pan... Don't. I can't stop you, but that'll kill you, and..." [b]I clench my fist. A tear runs down my cheek.[/b] "And DAMMIT I don't want to lose another daughter!"
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[i]Pan doesn't answer until she walks out the door. Her voice is just loud enough to hear.[/i] "Now you've lost two...."
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[b]I walk out after her.[/b] "What do you mean?"
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[i]Pan walks in silence. Tears that fall from her face and onto the ground leave a burn mark on the floor.[/i]
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"Pan, what's wrong?"
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[i]Pan doesn't look back as she waves her hand and a wall of pure red fire barely misses Grant.[/i]
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[b]Like fire would even scratch NCR Ranger Combat Armor. I walk right through the flames.[/b] "Tell me what's wrong."
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[i]Pan turns around and weakly shoves Grant. From her face you can tell she's extremely upset and not in control of her emotions.[/i] "Go away! I don't need help! I need family and friends!...love....Instead all I get is a bunch of people saying I shouldn't be me! I shouldn't use the powers I've been given!"
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"Kiddo... If I didn't love you then why would I try to save your life? I already said I can't stop you. There's no reason for you to leave like this. That thing where I said I'd find someone else to was a threat, nothing more. I just... I'm really scared, ya know? About what would happen to me if either you or Elvis dropped dead. I'd probably lose my shit."
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"If you loved me you'd accept me for who I am. I am chaos now. I can't help what I am." [i]Pan calms down slightly.[/i]
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"Dammit... Well then... If you're Chaos then I guess I fûcking love Chaos." [b]I reach over and give her a hug, more for my comfort than hers.[/b]
