originally posted in:The New Dojo
"What other subject is there to change it to? We've both probably done shit we ain't proud of, shit that's ruined us in many ways......"
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"True, true. I've murdered about everyone I previously worked with. Gouged the eyes out of the man that killed my parents and lover... Oh, those were the good times." [i]Irina sighed a little - before she realized what she had just said.[/i] "...I...Er... Well, now I just sound batshit crazy.."
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".......I'm not any better" He said curtly, his voice a little hardened at those words
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Edited by Orn: 10/31/2016 11:47:12 AM"...So you're worse than a heartless bitch that shoved her fist into the hearts of men and women who once loved her, and even once trusted her with their very lives, just for her to take them for the benefit of her queen? Damn."
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"I murdered a kid, purely out of unfounded fear and hate, driving a whole race into depair and forcing a war and deaths of many I'm not better"
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"I've murdered plenty of children. You act as though you are worse. Look...From what I've seen of you, you seem like a good kid. Maybe that's because of what you've done in the past. Perhaps you seek redemption. I do. I know how you feel."
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".....have you taken on the soul of your victim? their body? or have you had your being, body, mind, and soul torn apart and put back together again? no, you don't know"
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"Have you shoved your fücking fist through someone that cared for you? Have you murdered everyone you knew and loved over some fücking queen manipulating you?! ...I'm going to shut up for a bit. I need to calm down."
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He sat down, drawing his knees up and putting his head down, he didn't seem to hear you
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"...You alright?" [i]Irina spoke after about two minutes of "calming down.", which mostly involved her meditating in the chair she sat within. She seemed calmer, yet also, a tint of worry and sadness was in her voice. She felt bad for Alpha.[/i]
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".....Just bad memories......I lost everything that day....it's....it's just hard....." he spoke, trying to keep his voice even but not doing the best job
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"...I shouldn't have brought it up. I'm...I'm sorry for it. If you want to..hang out, get a bite, something where I can make it up to you...well, you just tell me. Though I wouldn't be surprised if you hated me now.." [i]Irina's voice lowered at the end, a sigh escaping her mouth after she finished speaking. Something said that she was used to being hated.[/i]
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"Hate you? nah......I don't think I should given how some people were treating you... It's fine, no really" He gave you a smile and got up, dusting himself off
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"Fine, fine. Thanks for not overreacting.." [b]After a minute or two, Irina rose up from her wooden chair and turned around to look right towards Alpha, a faint grin upon her pale, angular face. It was a hopeful grin. A happy one. A truly beautiful sight to see, especially on the face of one filled with grief and vengeance.[/b]
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You didn't know why, but upon seeing your face alpha's smile widened, but it tinged itself with sadness "Guess a lot of people freak out around you?" he said, yawning and hiding his smile, or at this point it seemed a grimace as he remembered something
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"Of course they do. Murdered nearly seventy people a couple of months ago around her, and that was before I had a Darksaber. I...I used to be a truly awful person, if you couldn't tell already. Ha."
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"You know, I used, hell I still get called one, to be a criminal I killed a good chunk of everyone onboard the NTR Hermes by helping to destroy it"
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"NTR Hermes? I've got the feeling that I've heard about that before. So...a smuggler, I presume?" [b]Irina had actually heard of the events that occurred between the smugglers and the New Terran Republic, mostly through bar stories and generally stories in general.[/b]
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"Yep, I WAS an Arrowhead, but we had to split up after escaping from the NTR"
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"Mm. I've never been interested in that sort of thing. Of course I've been anti-social for what, ten years? Other than talking to my Queen, who turned me against the ones that trusted me...I never talked to anyone. Ever."
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"I can understand, I was called many horrible things were I came from, and hell, I used to rule the damn place"
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"A ruler, too?" [b]Irina chuckled softly, but it wasn't mocking Alpha. It seemed that gave been a friendly one, to say the least.[/b] "We ought to hang around more. Y'know, just chat or something."
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"Once, but....hell it depends on how you look at it, either way I still technically have royal blood" He nodded assent to your last part "Sure I guess, but I dunno what you're supposed to do..........I'm obviously not the one to have friends, usually"