Kent stares down at his chest, then hands, which have now been tightened into fists. His eyes seem to shake and quiver for a few seconds, small streaks of lightning slowly moving in and out of his iris. He takes a deep breath, closing his eyes, then opening them again. They were normal. The shaking had gone and the lightning stopped.
"Well, ahem-"
He is hesitant at first, but finally begins to speak.
"Back when Insanity inhabited my mind, I was close to doing some pretty dumb stuff. I almost used Mobeus on a planet full of people, but I fought the urge to do it -- thank God. But uh, I sort of learned that not paying attention to Insanity, and not feeling any emotion settled it. It sort of became annoyed that someone with my mentality was so resilient to such actions. So it finally left. But when it left, it basically... uhm-"
He cut himself off again, staring off into the distance. Lightning started to swirl around his iris' once more, but this time he didn't try to calm himself.
"It basically took away most of my emotions. Most of my nerves to feel anything special. I became a hollowshell of a man who didn't know what to do with himself, because I never felt anything like it before. The feeling of emptiness. It... eats away at you. That's why I took such a long break away from everyone, I needed to recuperate. So I went to this one planet that resembled Earth the most, and stayed there for a few months. But I found out that, with most of my emotions gone, my body started to behave as if it were a corpse. I used to have problems with my skin being pale, and my heart rate slowing to the point where I thought I was dying for real. My skin would even become cold to the touch. But I figured out how to control those aspects of my body, now it's just my eyes. They look lifeless most of the time. Even my augmentations can't help it."
He then closes his eyes and the lightning fades away once more.
"And that's basically it. That's why my eyes seem so lifeless."
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