I know exactly what you mean. For the first 2.5 years of Destiny I pretty much avoided PvP...I suck at it so why play. I did the 100 matches for Year 1 Moments of Triumph and then stopped. This year I decided to give Iron Banner a try...and did relatively well. Now the Mountaintop quest for Year 2 Moments is my PvP hurdle...and I'm killing it. Went into like 8 Rumble matches in a row and won over half with 20+ kills and 10- deaths. Then I go into other matches and I get 10- kills and 15+ deaths.