All I could so was stare at them, shaking my head and looking away. I failed them, I didn't deserve this, [i]they[/i] didn't deserve this...pahanins voice shook me from my conflicting thoughts, his tone soothing. "You've punished yourself for so long over our deaths when it was out of your control. I failed as a teacher, I failed [i]you[/i] artemis."he said reassuringly, the others gathering around. Their faces were so...clear. God I missed them... "But you did it...I'm proud of you, you can let go now."he continued and I only stared, numb to the pain now. I felt an embrace and I closed my eyes, letting out a deep breath I hadn't realized I've been holding. "You need to fight for yourself for once."I heard Aries called out, my heart pounding against my chest. I looked to him, finally, noticing the pained look on their faces as they came to the realization. It wasn't time, they knew it and so did i...but I didn't want to fight. I wanted to be selfish, to just...give up. But pain continued to ebbe at my head. Hades hovered above, keeping track of vitals and the activity that worried him. What could possibly be happening to cause such abnormality?... "Just hold on A...Wade will fix you."he said, making himself feel better with his words. The titan had watched out for her for months now, trusting he wouldn't fail now. He dematerialized her helmet, noting the slight frown on her lips.