I used roxys, opana and eventually heroin. It sucks having to deal with the past everyday. Im prescribed suboxone so i guess im not completely clean but i havent used dope in about 3 years. I did the same with weed as you tho it kept me calm and not wanting to use and when i couldnt do it anymore it was hard. Good for you for being clean tho i know its one of the hardest things ever and all it takes is one screw up and youre right back in the hole. Take care of yourself man :)