I played with people who were talking about how they were smoking weed the other night. Im a recovering addict and on probation so i have the urge to smoke all the time but cant if i wanna stay out of prison. Hearing this kind of stuff really triggers me and makes me uneasy. They didnt know this i just stopped talking completely it just sucked. It seems so cool up until you get srrested and destroy your life. Then its not so badass anymore For the record im not addicted to weed its something else but i used to smoke religiously all day everyday and stopping that was extremely hard for me. I actually have the urge to smoke more than i have the urge to do the other stuff