I hear you, there! I tend to play for fun, mostly. The gear is a bonus, but nothing compares to beating that really tough boss for the first time! XD I also like helping other folks. The reaction from my little brother the first time he saw Oryx rise up next to the Dreadnaught: priceless! (I'd like to caveat that with: I can understand why other players feel cheated, and I definitely have felt some of that frustration. I'm certainly not dismissing the poor RNG/loot drops!)