I understand this. I have friends that either started recently (last few months), and/or re-rolled weapons like it was a crack addiction (not implying that was you, but it was definitely them..haha). They are in the same boat, playing day to day just to gain enough parts just to get a weapon upgrade or two. I think Bungie tipped the seesaw too much the wrong direction with that one. It's doing nothing but frustrating everyone.