You seem confused Purse. I will try to help you out of it. Do you remember being born or anything prior to that? if i dont then you dont or anyone else, save for a select few who cant forget things up to the sounds of their mothers womb but no further back, as for the rest of us we forget what we wore or ate a month ago or even sooner for some and yes sure some points in our life we remember all our days but the overriding trait for all of us is the fact that we are creatures stuck in the now unable to go back into the past or faster into the future than the unraveling of time will allow, no one can say this is how it started and this is how it ends so we use our sensory inputs to collect data given to us by something bigger than ourselves the universe around us that includes the people around us and the data they collected. Which brings my rambling to a close no matter what it is we all believe or put our faith into someone or something it could be myself and data i collected or scientists and the obvious or not so obvious things they point out it could even be the president of the united states of america and the rule of law but some of us through out history have been made to understand that all of these are the same a bunch of lost and confused people no different than ourselves. then if you're still with me and would believe it the Lord God sent Jesus into this world to give you the prove you seek but in order to receive that proof you would have to do what he called for you to do wash yourself of your old ways your old understandings your old beliefs and truly receive him, the Lord gave us ten commandments Christ summed them up into two commands two orders two things to do what other man or god has set such few rules to be like them and keep their favor but The Lord God knows us and our forgetful nature 1 love The Lord Your God with everything you have 2 Love your neighbor like Yourself God Bless You & Keep You Purse And Anyone Else Who Reads This the bible is not just a book filled with history or fairy tales or legends but IT IS THE LIVING WORD