I believe due to mass number of people your just a rotten apple in their opinion and we know what happens when a rotten apple is in a barrel of good apples.... However if you want a genuine twitch user, I have a xbox friend that goes by the user name HAVOK_SG He's only just started for 3 weeks now, he streams 95% destiny and the rest mk x teaching streamers moves. He's incredibly honest and is very interactive with the streamers, always willing to help, he uses no bots to increase viewers and it's a great environment to be a part of, Everyone is welcome regardless of skill, level or age. We run in a community and if HAVOK can't help you one of his Xbox live friends will (I will). But it's also a place where if you want to just chill and not get involved and just watch, there's always a place for you. By the way he twitches everyday.