Sorry it took me so long to respond. I've been on a drinking binge to get past all this haha. Everything you've said is 100% accurate and very sincere. It all has proven to be true and hasn't been unnoticed and for that I thank you. I'm just fortunate people like you and my friends in real life can give advice. So my ex and I haven't talked in 2 weeks and our anniversary/her birthday is coming up in 2 days and I can't hold myself together. She seems to be fine and shutting down her feelings while I'm over here slightly dying. [i]Life is a bit[b]c[/b]h that you can't take too hard[/i]