Recently, I've been feeling short periods of depression. Usually when my schedule gets busy, and I don't get time to spend with my friends. I grew up pretty isolated, even though I lived next to many people in a close knit community. I dedicated FAR too much of my time to video games, and not enough to friends. I became a high belt in karate, a stellar athlete, a straight A student, and a competent drummer, but I never devoted enough time to friends. Since I only recently(last two years) started to reconnect with my friends, I'm still rather socially awkward. And the problem is, even with all my (many) talents, I still don't know what I'm gonna do with my life. And that's important, since I'm gonna be going to college soon. I can't help shaking the feeling that I've wasted my life. I've never had a girlfriend, which doesn't help my social situation either. I just felt like sharing, so thanks for listening.