*sigh + sniffle* finally brought up the courage 2 ask the only person whom I actually love 2 bits only 2 find out that he already has another girl has made me feel deeply depressed ....the feelings unbearable....sickly....disgusting....all I've ever wanted was 2 have the perfect moment of just me and him, 2 listen 2 his soft voice, reach out with his arm and touch my cheek 2 tint my head and affectionally kiss my lips...(;_;) I love him yet he will never love me back, my heart hurt from the deep pain which I feel deep inside of me, At least I'm glad that he's happy, that's a good thing, right?? (;_;)