I know what you mean but the world isn't a bad place, Especially after you find someone you love! If you have a pet just remember that you're there for them so they feel safe, if you have a gf then remember how much she loves you. If it helps then remember you are there for you and how much you love you. I've always talked to myself and laughed at my own jokes whenever I'm bored and I've learned to love my own personality. You can call me lonely but I have me with me so frankly I don't really care. I have fun in my spare time alone and I suggest you find a way too :)