I'm in the middle of some family problems right now, and I gotta be the strong one in all of this even though I feel like breaking down in front of everyone but I can't because that'll make things worse. Also gotta be the mature one because obviously the "adults" can't compromise so I have to do it. [spoiler]Its my depression drink because when most of the shit in my life started when I was a kid, I was a sad little bastard who thought you could get away from all your problems if you're drunk. So I snuck some vodka out the fridge when I was feeling crappy and poured it with some orange juice, because that shit was strong. I usually forgot about most of my problems and went to bed with nice thoughts. Then I would wake up and realize it was still the same shitty place.[/spoiler]