Yo man Im diagnosed with depression too and I tried many times too take my own life... Everything happens for a reason.. Earth is a college my friend we come here to learn. I hope we can get over this shitty time in our lives man.. it sucks ppl dont know what its like..idk what its like to be happy I got hit by a truck and it feels like ive been alive for 7 years I feel like a ten year old when im twenty on top of that my baby sitter used to make us have sex n take pictures of us and -blam!- us n stuff....older kids in the daycare would sexually abuse us as well.. it sucks to be alive right now... haters gunna hate man ill pray for you dawg