Dude, don't worry! You have the Flood. I'm not that old or skilled, but I hope I can cheer you up in any way. If you're girlfriend is leaving you, then that's her fault. That just means that there's someone else who's wonderful that you can meet. :) You've been putting up a heck of a fight, so don't give up now. You are family with all of us and to your own family. I sincerely hope that life gets better for you, you get a job and/or your significant other. Cheers!