I feel the same. With kids and resposibilities you can't fully experience the game. Even in a "normal" round I can't realy compete with players anymore. In the beginning there was no issue, but after a few weeks there is a huge gap between casual players and someone who can spent 4-5 hrs a day. I struggle to fight back against purple shields with healing items I can't buy or achieve without ratting around while they are wielding guns with reduced spray, double the magazine size and no recoil... Seeing Cryo and what it takes to get there feels realy like a wall I will never be able to climb. Quite frustrating.... It seems like they only want that small amount of players that can grind as much as they like or the top 5% high skilled players.